YMonday, February 8, 2010' 11:02 PM
Like to say a big thank you to my friends that consoled me when my baby died.
Had really really put down the pain. but I still will miss him.
Attended Yong Heng & Kelly's 21st Birthday celebration.
Not too bad la. Had fun. =)
YSaturday, February 6, 2010' 11:11 AM
Come in at this time is because baby passed away at this time.
Is been a full day. I wonder where is he now? going for a re-birth or with god right now?
Threw away his cage, crying and dragging at the same time.
everything so empty. My heart, My living room and even his cage.
Before I make my way to work, Went to see wher he was buried.
Was heart breaking. That's a song I want to delicate to my baby. (But is like, this song is my dear baby delicated to me.)
The lyrics goes like this...
最後一次
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前 我想对你说我爱你 在你怀里 舍不得放弃 心里有千万语还没说给你听 我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛 这次告别就不能再相遇 不能再陪你 但不要忘记 你曾经答应我你会好好活下去 先走了 去了好远的地方 不能再陪你看日出 等不到天亮 所有回忆 抹去 却并不容易 生死由天决定 不要太伤心 在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前 我想对你说我爱你 在你怀里 舍不得放弃 心里有千万语还没说给你听 我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛 这次告别就不能再相遇 不能再陪你 但不要忘记 你曾经答应我你会好好活下去 在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前 我想对你说我爱你 在你怀里 舍不得放弃 心里有千万语还没说给你听 我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛 这次告别就不能再相遇 不能再陪你 但不要忘记 你曾经答应我你会好好活下去 我 永远 爱你
YFriday, February 5, 2010' 2:09 PM
Boy, you mustn't forget the happy memory and times we had together.
We love you so so much.May you rest in peace baby.
11.11am today at animal pacific clinic, my dearest boy, blackie passed away.
Is unbearable to see him go. but like what everyone told me, all living things will die one day and dear told me, at least he wun suffer anymore. Is heart creaking. My heart just creaked when the moment he died in front of me. Felt so empty in my heart, in my living room.
Like what mum said, he might joined Xiao Bai for CNY celebration and reunion dinner.
But come to think of it, I felt really bad that I have no time for him. Felt regretted when i going to lose him. Hope he will bless us when he is up there. My family member said that, he just waiting for time. but I just don't give up and took cab down to the vet clinic, no matter how slim the chances is, I will try my best to save him. When I arrive, doc told me to be prepared that the chances of living is 50/50. Whether he can pulled thru tonight or this moment anot have to depend on himself. I know he did his best to pulled himself up. Boy, you are doing well. you did not let me down. I'm proud of you.
Misses you...
Labels: The day you went away
YThursday, February 4, 2010' 11:12 AM
Got my hair cut last night.
Sob.. shouldn't had cut my end of hair. I think dear, Kelly and valerie will know why.. sob!!!
Cut short the front as well.. so i can se more clearly.
Tuesday took the class with min de. was a fun wan.
Tml got to train those kids again. *headach*
Blackie blackie. Please recover yourself... jia you. I'm by your side.
生命就像一首歌。
인생을 노래처럼
YMonday, February 1, 2010' 12:18 PM
Hello Feb! CNY coming soon. Uploaded some overdue photos.
Meeting at 10:30 but i'm late so started at 11 plus. dear came and joined us for lunch.
Had lunch together with Elmo and Charlene. Mummy went off early because he got to attend NCAP. After lunch, we went on our seperate way. Elmo met up with friends for movie, Charlene need to rush down to hospital to visit her god-brother. Dear and I carry on with our shopping. =)
Orchard Central
I polished for Tian
YFriday, January 29, 2010' 5:36 PM
Went bugis with mummy last night. She spent the most on cloths la..lol!
Was packing my house for 4 hours and still yet to finish.
Quite angry with the naughty kids. sigh!! I really wan to wack them upside down!
What to do they are kids~
YThursday, January 28, 2010' 10:33 AM
Just came back home from NDC. No work, took leave. So make use of the time to clean the house because left 2 weeks to pack up before Chinese New Year.
Quite painful during the process of polishing.. My bill is $200.60. Omona! So ex!!
Got to save 1K for my tooth already. wahaha!!
This Chinese new yr have to work hard by going around friend's house. haha. Joking!!!
Anyway, got to work harder to earn more money, by taking classes for sir.
maybe twice a week ya. Weekdays is kinda hard. because i have to work. So i left weekends! omona!
Sir please give me another class. I need to work for you so that i can survial!
